For the past three months or so, since I decided I would attend college 12 hours away from home, I have been hesitant about leaving. I feared leaving so many people behind, people who I have look to on a daily basis for comfort and so much more. I've spent hours thinking about how much I am going to miss certain people. These people know I will miss, them and they say they will miss me as well. But in all honesty I don't think they will. It unsettles me to think about it. It makes me wonder how much of everything people say is true.
50% percent of what people say when they are "joking" is true. So is 50% of what people say when they are being "honest" a lie.
I'm glad to be leaving some of these people behind.
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- That is the hard part about life, it is so easy to say how you want to live your life. You can have it all planed out, just like I do. You tell yourself that you are going to stop complaining cause you don't have it half as bad other people do. That you are going to stop worrying about what other people think of you. You decided that you're going to place all your fears in your dresser draw at night, and live your life without them. Then somehow when you fall asleep your fears escape from the draw and manage to find their way back into your heart and then you are right where you started, with this plan in your mind but with a heart not strong enough because it is controlled by your fears.
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