I can't help but

think that I might be setting myself up to be let down.

There is a part of me that is so worried that things will end up the way they always seem to. I guess I am just so used to things working out a certain way that I can't help but think it will be the same again. It is like it is too good to be true.

Then there is the other part of me that thinks after constant let down I really need this to happen. Ugh, I don't even know.