Not so much this town, but the Tri-State Area.
And a lot of the people who reside in the tri-state area, New Jersey to be more specific. I really don't know how to react to people's mood swings and attitude changes anymore. It is so frustrating not being able to understand the reason someone is the way they are. Waiting for people to come around requires much more patience than I have in my entire body, and I don't know how much longer I can wait for people to do so. If we are friends don't leaving me hanging, I'd like to be clued it from time to time for the reasons you at they way you do. I feel as it gets closer to me leaving for college the relationships I thought had become so close this year are falling apart. I wish that they could have at least waited till I was 12 hours away rather than 30 minutes to fall apart. I really wish I had the ability to let go of the relationships, and let certain people go, but it is so much harder that I could have ever imagined.
Deleting you from my buddy list, and ending all contact with you as of now.
Not because I hate you, because I don't want to keep you down anymore.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Gone in the Blink of an Eye
Officially tomorrow is my last day of high school.
It is so cliche to say that high school is the best time of your life and it goes by in the blink of an eye. I won't say that high school has been the best time of my life, it sure has been amazing, but I'm sure it hasn't been the best. It has gone by in the in the blink of an eye though and this especially. I have met so many amazing people in these fours years and I have changed so much.
If you would have met me as a freshman in high school I would have not said a word to you and been content sitting in the corner keeping to myself. I am still not the most outgoing person, but I have broken out of myself and learned to be happy with myself the way I am at the moment.
I've meet people that have become so comfortable around in this year alone. I have become so close with them and am so terribly sad to have to leave them all so soon. I guess that is the way the world works as soon as you become comfortable it just goes and changes everything that is familiar.
Well in about 2 months I'll be gone to Chicago for the next four years, home for breaks.
It is so cliche to say that high school is the best time of your life and it goes by in the blink of an eye. I won't say that high school has been the best time of my life, it sure has been amazing, but I'm sure it hasn't been the best. It has gone by in the in the blink of an eye though and this especially. I have met so many amazing people in these fours years and I have changed so much.
If you would have met me as a freshman in high school I would have not said a word to you and been content sitting in the corner keeping to myself. I am still not the most outgoing person, but I have broken out of myself and learned to be happy with myself the way I am at the moment.
I've meet people that have become so comfortable around in this year alone. I have become so close with them and am so terribly sad to have to leave them all so soon. I guess that is the way the world works as soon as you become comfortable it just goes and changes everything that is familiar.
Well in about 2 months I'll be gone to Chicago for the next four years, home for breaks.
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