19 Days

In a matter of 19 days my life will have a complete and massive change. A change of 790 miles, and a one hour time difference. A change of area and zip code. A change in every sense of the word.


In a matter of 19 days, I move.


Every night for the past week I've thought about moving and everything that will happen because of it. I'm not even gone yet and I can already feel things falling apart. I'm so excited to move and start a completely new life, where no one knows anything about me. But I'm so terrified to lose everything I've built up in the past four years. I know the things that are stronger enough will last far past the 4 years that I will be 790 miles away from home, but what about the things that are relatively new or the things that seem to be on the rocks.

I just wish I knew how to handle such a incredible change. I don't.