For always being so shy

I've been having trouble keeping my mouth shut.


I wish I remembered how to keep certain thoughts to myself which is currently something I seem incapable of doing. It is something I wish I could fix, maybe I'll just disconnect from the world. No cellphone, no computer, no human contact. That should about do it. I'll only be able to share my thoughts with myself then. Yeah, that sounds about right. No one needs to hear them except for myself anyway. That's the only person their hurting. If only they were normal thoughts and hurt the people I share them with, but they aren't. Apparently the only person they are out to get is me, which doesn't seem very fair, after all they are my thoughts. It isn't fair of them to hurt their creator, I mean without me they wouldn't even be here in the 1st place. Maybe the best idea is to stop creating thoughts. I'll go into a vegetative state like someone in a coma. But some people say that even if you're in a coma you brain is still partially active, and you still produce thoughts. So I guess I'm stuck thinking for now.