It seems to me lately that people are not capable of putting effort into a relationship. And I don't mean a romantic relationship, just friendships. I'm sure romantic relationships too, but I wouldn't know that.
I just feel like people can only do things for themselves. I know I do it too, but I really to attempt to but effort into relationships even if I don't do it all the time. I gets so aggravating making attempts to be a good friend to someone but having them completely disregard everything you do and every attempt you make. I realize life gets complicated and stressful sometimes but I cannot consider that an excuse for someone disregarding a friend. Friends should be the ones you turn to, no? They are the people who are supposed to be there for you in these times, and I am here for my friends. I just feel like maybe they don't consider friends enough to talk to me.
It is becoming a waste of time just to make an attempt. Maybe I shouldn't make an attempt and wait for you. But then I know if I don't bother making an attempt in a week you will IM me and question why I've stopped talking to you. You'll think I am mad at you and ask me if I am, I just won't have to nerve to tell you how much it hurts me that you can't answer an IM or a text message.
I should probably stop stressing over it and just let the situation run it's course, but I don't know if I can do it.
At least the good people are amazing and completely make up for people who don't seem to care enough. They are the reason I can actually manage to stay happy and love my life as much as I do. I'm so completely thankful for them.
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