I'm an over analyzer

& it is getting out of hand.



I really can't be left alone in my own thoughts, cause they really get out of hand at time. I can spend hours thinking about something. I think so hard about little things that my opinion about it changes constantly. And I can probably come up with a thousand reasons supporting each thought but I could never convince of it. That made complete sense to me but probably made none to anyone else who is reading this, which is probably no one because I don't think many people care all that much about what I have to say.

The worst is when I do it about him. He doesn't even know I do either.
I could spend hours debating and giving myself reasons for him not to like me but I can never seem to come up with a reason for him to like me. It disappoints me alot actually. I really need to work on that. I really shouldn't assume anything about it becasue I can't read his mind. I don't know what he is thinking. I can't assume that he likes or that he doesn't. I just need to convince myself that I need to focus about how I feel about him not how he feels.

That was a long rant full of over analyzing, but that's nothing new.